So after getting hurt back in March, I was doing physical therapy which didn't prove to do anything. Found out I have pretty bad ripped tendon and a ligament that normally goes thru it and thru the rotor cuff, is loose and also causing massive pains. So I'll be getting my first surgery on the 22nd.

But at least for the last couple months, I've been able to keep drawing so i could get as much work on collab projects so i didn't have to worry about it. One of them is an animation that i finally have something so I just started to do storyboarding and blocking. And you can see I've also posted an animation here that I started back in January. Its not perfect but its a personal accomplishment. I do have some BTS stuff I'm want to post up and for now I'm posting them on my patreon that isn't public atm.

I also been doodling and been more social in discord servers which has helped with my social anxiety. I also have done doodles of Max Gilardi/ Hotdiggitydemon, which I think I've posted on twitter and tumblr, along with his discord server. Which has helped with some current event stuff with my dad but it should be over, but too early to tell.

Anyways, I'll be posting a few piece in the coming days/months but any new stuff probably wont be happening until late June/July but that's also wishful thinking.

So my life has been really crazy and bad. Dad and stepmom is getting divorce and ive have cut him off because im finally done dealing him. he has made it worse and will speak on it in the future. But on friday, while delivering mail, I ended up falling and landed on my right shoulder (the precious drawing arm) and ended up going to the ER because I cant move it up or anything with massive pain.

So I'm on light duty until further notice. So art stuff is gonna be on hold for a bit since I can only do so much right now. The last time I hurt myself so bad i had to go on light duty, was when I was working at Walmart where I pulled my sciatic nerve and that sucked.

Lets hope I have a speedy recovery, I have more projects to get back to!

So was gonna make a post at the beginning of the new year but its been a crazy first month, mostly for the worst. Which I'll start off with, but before i wanna do that, I want to say thank you to everyone who has recently followed me! I wasnt expecting such an increase in such a short amount of time. I hope you guys continue to enjoy my work!

Back to the bad stuff:

So with my job, I'm outside for 90% of my shift, and walking 10+mile days. Well from December I've been sick and the towards the end of last month, started to have severe ankle pains. Then my right knee started to go, and then my left knee, which had been hurting by a year at this point, started to feel like i was having my knee carved out with needles. Thankfully I have an answer of sorts, and need physical therapy, but I've missed so much work, to the point where I'm out of annual, sick leave, and have had a short paycheck. Which because of that, its gonna make the next check worse and I just enough maybe to make a mortgage payment.... ngl dudes im scared. I might be opening commissions to get some extra cash in the future.

Speaking of art, the good stuff: So I was asked to be a apart of a collab here on NG and this is the first one since my gravity fall days (so like.. since 2016/2017) back on Tumblr. I've been working on that, as well as an animation I've been wondering about doing, for fun, and now saying fuck it and been working on that, mainly bc there was a slice of audio I couldn't help but not animate... we dont question it. I started both around the 9th I believe. Here's the wip of the collab bit:

And here some shots from the animation and bits I haven't worked on yet:

So an update on my little life is that I'm now a homeowner. I actually bought the place from my landlord and converting it back to a single family home (basically already now but just need to have it officials on paper for the city). So I'm starting to draw more and mainly smut/NSFW bc its fun and I 'm trying to get use to drawing again (especially nsfw). Eventually im gonna open up commissions again which will be a first in 3-4ish years (i was so burnt out and in a place that drawing wasnt good for me)

so if you see more stuff, thats whyyyyy

now let me draw them good stuff

So for like... a month(?) now I've been playing with my first midi keyboard, and messing around with samples and such and I'm like.... half debating posting them here? I did start posting them on soundcloud, which is easy for me to play it for coworkers. Are they great? probably not but gotta start somewhere and shit.

On a side note, I'm still waiting for my house to close, if they stop asking me for more shit that they shouldve asked months ago. But bc of this, is been causing a lot of stress which means im not drawing as much (doodling sure, but no full things). But it will be a better workspace flow once i move my desk to a different room.

anyways, would anyone wanna hear some tunes?

So hi, the last time I published was back in 2018 and a lot has happen in my personal life, a lot of it bad 🙃. But I came out the other end... pretty okay, just a lot of *~emotional traumaaaaa~*.

But since the bad stuff happened I've started to finally get things I want so I can get back to what I loved: drawing art/cartoons. I had a couple years where i rarely drew, and if I drew, it was of someone that...well... they are out of my life completely now 😌. So since 2022 and getting my job as a mail carrier, I started to upgrade my equipment for art and streaming/gaming (thank goodness for payment plans). So now I have a Cintiq ( the 16 model), and a gaming PC (no longer using my laptop baby 😎).

And recently, I was able to get Adobe Animate( thru ways), since i missed the old Flash UI and was trying to use Blender to start animating again and that was a whole mistake lol! Since those few I posted up on here (which I did back when I was in high school....using a mouse....with limit access to a computer I could be at 24/7 ;w; ) I've only done a lil practice animating that I would do using photoshop or CSP or even toonboom harmony (i think it was a trial verison but i haven't touched the program in years). So sadly not a whole lot of improvement which sucks because if I had access to a tablet and a personal computer/laptop when i was roaming around here at 10 years old watching Harry Potthead smoking a joint? I would of been unstoppable. I was already drawing like crazy back then (albeit terrible anime art), but I was going through a lot of computer paper (did anyone else get computer paper bundles for more than one christmas/birthdays?).

And I realize when I was practicing with AAnimate, I remember how much my heart felt when I first got to animate back in our school's first flash class. I may have never been good at it, or been up there with the greats (which im so happy to see them still active, even if its not on here), but I really miss animating, it was so much fun.

I'm about to get mushy about newgrounds and what impact it had on me so im gonna stop, too high for that man. I already got mushy about animating 😂

But yeah, I have a few things planned, they probaby wont be good but 🤷‍♀️ didnt stop me before XD. But atleast this time I can add audio.... which is also weird that im still having that issue with Animate except when I finally used scenes in my last one and the voices were, at one point, ON POINT. But hey I have sony vegas so I'll just add it in "Post" .

Also might be posting more of my art here. Because idk maybe i'll have asset art idk

Anyways, signing off now

love ya all muuuaa

So its been a long ass time. TBH I do feel bad for not using this site more like i did in the past, but at the same time I would only really post Flash stuff here and I havent done any animating in a loooong time. And right now idk if I'll fully come back, but considering Tumblr is banning porn and all that stuff, I might be posting those goods here.

As for personal life junk, crap ton has happened. But I do work a full time job at a bowling alley and also have my own apartment.

I.........totally forgot I had an account here.....Ok I lied, I remembered, but I've been busy doing other things that I forgot to check here. I've been mostly on Tumblr and Twitter doing art-related stuff.

Honestly almost everything here is an eye-sore for me. Just because its old stuff I did back in high school. 

On that related note, I have really been animating. Mainly because trying to find a decent animation program has been a hassle for someone like me (aka I'm poor as hell. Also my laptop is about to be 10 years old, so.....it can't really handle certain programs). But I do plan on doing some small practice animations in the future. Because its still something I want to learn.

Besides that, I'm learning how to be a storyboard artist, as well as coming up with a story idea with a few characters I've made. Hopefully that gets rolling soon.

ok update I guess.

the flash I was working on, cant be done. I'm not saying it's impossible, but I only had a trial version. But theres a chance that I'll be able to get it on my new computer (I was using my dad's.) So I'm thinking about it. I would love to do more animations, but I dont want to do the old fashion of drawing the frame in paint (or now with photoshop) and edit them on Movie maker (I currently have 2 cartoons that arent here but on my Youtube Channel)

so I'll firgure something out ><a LSO I'm nolonger in school (graduated) and I'm currently working partime (need fulltime job) so I have time to work on animations now.. in a way XD
<<inserting a pic on what I've been doing >>

Ok, it's been a while.

OK I'm working on a new flash called:

THE MELANCHOLY OF GARY SMITH: Hare hare Gary

it's cross between Bully and The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. I 've been wanting to do hare hare yukai for a LOOOONG time, and I finally got another flash trail so I'm putting effort into it. For one damn thing for sure, I hope that the music is synch up with tthe animation and if there any text, that it works.

the picture below isnt how it's going to look (but style is fairly close)

BTW ... Happy Easter :3