So hi, the last time I published was back in 2018 and a lot has happen in my personal life, a lot of it bad 🙃. But I came out the other end... pretty okay, just a lot of *~emotional traumaaaaa~*.

But since the bad stuff happened I've started to finally get things I want so I can get back to what I loved: drawing art/cartoons. I had a couple years where i rarely drew, and if I drew, it was of someone that...well... they are out of my life completely now 😌. So since 2022 and getting my job as a mail carrier, I started to upgrade my equipment for art and streaming/gaming (thank goodness for payment plans). So now I have a Cintiq ( the 16 model), and a gaming PC (no longer using my laptop baby 😎).

And recently, I was able to get Adobe Animate( thru ways), since i missed the old Flash UI and was trying to use Blender to start animating again and that was a whole mistake lol! Since those few I posted up on here (which I did back when I was in high school....using a mouse....with limit access to a computer I could be at 24/7 ;w; ) I've only done a lil practice animating that I would do using photoshop or CSP or even toonboom harmony (i think it was a trial verison but i haven't touched the program in years). So sadly not a whole lot of improvement which sucks because if I had access to a tablet and a personal computer/laptop when i was roaming around here at 10 years old watching Harry Potthead smoking a joint? I would of been unstoppable. I was already drawing like crazy back then (albeit terrible anime art), but I was going through a lot of computer paper (did anyone else get computer paper bundles for more than one christmas/birthdays?).

And I realize when I was practicing with AAnimate, I remember how much my heart felt when I first got to animate back in our school's first flash class. I may have never been good at it, or been up there with the greats (which im so happy to see them still active, even if its not on here), but I really miss animating, it was so much fun.

I'm about to get mushy about newgrounds and what impact it had on me so im gonna stop, too high for that man. I already got mushy about animating 😂

But yeah, I have a few things planned, they probaby wont be good but 🤷‍♀️ didnt stop me before XD. But atleast this time I can add audio.... which is also weird that im still having that issue with Animate except when I finally used scenes in my last one and the voices were, at one point, ON POINT. But hey I have sony vegas so I'll just add it in "Post" .

Also might be posting more of my art here. Because idk maybe i'll have asset art idk

Anyways, signing off now

love ya all muuuaa